Friday, August 27, 2010

I'm Not A Winner..!!

Any happen on me today....?
I'm feel saddness......

I'm crying ........
Feel very very tired...
Why...?

I can't be a loser ..!!
I CAN'T

I Wanna be a famous Makeup Artist...!!
Tat's my Dream...U know
I can't do it....!!!

Lui Lui very useless ....!!!
Tell me ... Why
Why u always stupid den anyone .....

Now wat i thinking for.....?!
I'm alone............

I never be a winner before.....
U say got ...???
where
Be a winner in boys ..? or be a winner in love ...!!!!!
I'm Not!!!!
Please !!!!
Dun date me dun take my number from where u can ...!!
I Hate !!!!

I'm not a beautiful girl ...!!
Not a clever Girl ....!!
Not a sweety Girl ...!!!

wat can I do now .....
I knw ....
Knw beside of me have a good friend have a good ''daddy'' ....
he will help me from any second when i need
thank alot My Good Friend + Daddy
Hope u will be better in future

Today my phone busy to ringing
But i no reply anyone except My Dear & My Important Friend
I see back wat they write
All just Know date me to go out , movie , lunch , dinner , pub......
Tat's why i will fully appointment
I'm tired
I dun like any socialize
I need a real friend Not a socialize ..!!!

I stay at home
I can't feel back any feeling in my house
I ask myself
tat's my house ....??
I miss
Miss my mother , my dad n my sis
Miss our smile , our happiness

I can't control my emotion tis few days
why

Thank my Dear ...
He really really Good for me
He will thinking sum thing to make me smile , make me happy
I knw he dun will do it before
He really Important for me
Jackson , Thank You ......
Thank ur time , ur Love , anything of u ♥
I will Love You when i alive .....

I thinking when i lose of him
wat can i do ....??
I think I will uncontrol anything

I thinking when i see he hug a girl infront me
wat can i do ....??
I think I will crazy

I will Cry , Smile because of U ..............♥

I willl crying because I wan Be more stronger
I can't to lose
I dun like my life
No meaning of life

Lui Lui , U can't be useless u knw ....