y 2day no any mood.....
i need smile....
i need happy .......
but where my happy where my smile.....
22/10/2009
yesterday i very angry n sad.....
y ????
i also dun know.......
after skull i no open computer just sit at there thinking something........
my addmath.....so bad..!!!!
hate myself...!!!
addmath also can fail..!!!
go die better!!!!
after bath i'm going writing my diary........
no eat anything....
so hungry....but no any appetite...!!!
going sleeping....
5pm i receive one person message...
happy ????
maybe......
but i sleeping leh..no any respon...
6 o'clock i listen my phone is ring.....
no see who person call me just take up the phone....
hallo......
just listen a familiar sound......
sudd my heart so tight...
wat the hell....!!!!
but is ok la...
yesterday also a happy day at night....
spm is coming.....
scare????
of course.......
but no any mood to do my revesion.....
bad bad bad!!!!!!
scare my bm , bi , addmath , bio , physics , chemistry.......
damn !!!!!!
10/31/2009 wan coming lo....
happy ???
no .......
i dun like separate with all my smkpi student.....
haizzzzzzz....!!!!
can't cry on tat day.....
down down down!!!!!!
no mood anymore....!!!!
i open back my 012 phone.....
wat the fuck!!!!!
so annoyed !!!!!!
damn fuck!!!!!
close back is better....
sry all my 012 friends......
haizzzzzzz..............................
i need sometime to recover .......
sad sad sad!!!!!
so hungry....................
no eat whole day.....
when i can no eating in whole day......
bafore i can't.......
must eat anything.....
so.....
i'm fat like tat...=.=''
i need a slim body....
wakaka.....
pls.......
dun give me so many annoy.....
dun give me see some fuck person !!!!
n
give me back my smile.....
give me back my happy.....
give me back my freedom life........
i'm need freedom.......
after spm i get it right.....
must gambeteh in my spm....
tat result is very important to me.....
haizzzzz......
